Beyond
" 'The bird that would soar above the level plain of tradition and prejudice must have strong wings. It is a sad spectacle to see the weaklings bruised, exhausted, flutering back to earth.' " -The Awakening
1.14.2012
9.12.2011
Tumblr Expressions
i made a tumblr
strictly for any inspirations,
and personal expressions.
this blog is my baby,
but this other one
has a different feel to it.
and it's for the whole public to see!
9.11.2011
Locs Locs Locs
here's a video about parents/jobs and dreads.
i found this video to be helpful,
even though i don't have dreads...
i can't even find someone to do yarn braids
and have money for them simultaneously,
let alone getting dreads.
good video for the war over parents.
Prismacolor Tips
| the header for their site. google it and go to the "studio" tab! |
it's like a new version of deviant art.
not too much to do on here,
except critique works,
add your own work,
and take/give tips!
i've gotten inspired thanks to this website and its tips
i can't wait to practice techniques i've learned
and looking at other people's artwork
helps with the inspiring, also haha!
enjoy!
9.10.2011
PLEASE DON'T FORGET
to go through my archives
especially october through december!
that's where all the treasures lie!
Hay, Hay, Hay!
almost flipped my lid when i saw a 4th follower!
thanks so much to all of my followers,
for following me!
maybe someday i'll expose this blog to even the adults in my life...
but even if i don't,
i'll stay loyal to this blog.
i'm so sick of making decoy blogs!
there can't ever be any!
haha,
thanks again guys!
9.05.2011
this game looks like something amazing!
i'd love to play it.
it's considered indie
and has a 2d nuance you don't see
with a lot (or maybe any games) today.
it's simple, mind-boggling
and has a creative gore to it.
what else could you want?!
welcome to LIMBO
8.14.2011
Side Note:
be sure for any newbies on my blog
(whenever/if i get them)
to look at the archives somewhere down the right.
if you go to october and december,
you'll see the more interesting art posts,
and less of my personal ramblings.
of course, they're sprawled out...
BUT, there's a good chunk I wrote up
to share with ya'll toward the beginning of my blog.
check it out!
8.10.2011
Natural Hair: Research
so, i've joined a black hair forum.
so i can figure out what to do with my hair.
so far, i've found a blog worth looking at:
also, they helped me find a lot of videos for my hair type.
i think i'm a 3a-3c type.
umm, learned about ACV rinses,
i've had them done in the past, but not with diluting!
also learned that sulfates probably aren't good,
sealing my ends...
i'm taking notes! you should join a forum, too!
if you're feeling lost like me.
8.08.2011
Ebay and a Roll-Up Measuring Tape is All You Need
since i'm so low on funds
i've decided that ebay and thrift stores will be where i shop
i've found quite a few things that i want just on ebay!
there's quite a few staple items i need,
and i found them on ebay.
i just need a measuring tape
and google, "how to measure in seam"
so i can make sure everything fits.
perfect!
feeling better already!
8.07.2011
I Understand My Faulty Wardrobe!
i've realized what my wardrobe lacks...
(aside from many key staple items)
texture!
i noticed almost everything in my closet and drawers
are cotton.
cotton, cotton, cotton.
i think layering cotton on cotton looks so childish!
and i'm missing simple shirts and such, too.
where's my sheer pieces? my flow-y pieces?
my bulky pieces?
NO WHERE.
well, my closest has a problem,
and it has admitted it!
okay, bye now.
What I Write in the Mornings
this is something that came to me at 7:03am while watching Coco Before Chanel and thinking about Nirrimi's writing style. i jotted it down in my cell phone- the nearest thing to write in, enjoy:
I get all the jewels in the world,
every shade of red across my lips
and any silk I desire.
All for a fair sex-trade.
He buys me these things. I adore them.
I feel nothing when he mounts me,
and I'm glad to be as numb as a corpse.
I dwell in acting, so moaning at the right moments
to boast his ego comes naturally.
It's the flushing I can't fake.
Why would my bruised hymen make my blood flow any faster?
My First Knitting Project
i found a site that had links to first projects
other than a scarf,
since it lasts a long time
and is usually one solid color
and one type of stitch.
sooo, i decided on this paw print washcloth!
i'm excited to start it!
here's the website:
The Most Beautiful Suicide
this is Evelyn McHale,
who took her life during the depression.
she jumped off the empire state building (!!!)
and landed on top of a limousine,
completely destroying the vehicle
yet she remained looking peaceful.
here's the full, amazing story
8.05.2011
Oh My Gosh, I Love Teachers
so you see...
i was having a pretty crappy summer.
an even crappier day...
and a middle school orchestra teacher was able to change that:
she remembered our talks about LUSH, and she bought me some!
she didn't have to do that!
...but she did.
wow.
there's so many teachers that trust me and think the world of me.
i have to remember that when i have days
where i wonder about my existence.
i've had a junior english teacher
that wrote my recommendation letter with so many compliments,
it literally made me cry.
shoot, i have a middle school social studies teacher
that still texts me and wants to catch up over lunch
with me and a friend.
i can't ever forget how much potential
all of these past teachers see in me.
it's amazing.
Spiderman Memes
captions added to the 1960s spiderman cartoon
is genius!
just google it, and you'll find some.
here's a few i've found for you!
the tuna one is my facebook default, haha!
it's from a kenan and kel episode.
i can post the video on here, if you wish ha.
The Final Inspiration for Me to Begin Knitting
an arthur episode dedicated to it!
i'm watching it now, enjoy!
Yay, it's Twixwell!
*breathes heavily*
thanks for following!
i'm glad you're a blogger, too!
blogging is definitely addictive, haha!
8.01.2011
rape
in my birthday suit from the night before
yet to realize someone wanting more.
yet to realize someone wanting more.
i step into the kitchen, ready to eat
a man, some stranger is ready to meet.
a man, some stranger is ready to meet.
the door slams open
he rushes in.
he rushes in.
should i run? should i scream?
i don’t know where to begin.
i don’t know where to begin.
before i know it, i’m pinned to the ground.
i feel too worthless, to hope to be found.
i feel too worthless, to hope to be found.
he’s gone, and i stay
he ate me away
he ate me away
i find no reason to lock the door
why should i? i’m a certified whore.
why should i? i’m a certified whore.
how could this happen?
i felt so safe.
i felt so safe.
but now i sit here,
soul and hymen agape.
soul and hymen agape.
let me rot, let me drown.
anyone who survives this
anyone who survives this
should have no desire to be around.
**side note: i have never been raped. this just came to me during one of my early morning rustlings.
**side note: i have never been raped. this just came to me during one of my early morning rustlings.
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