UGH

so i should be studying, but instead i'm pissed.

let's just say i'm nothing like my mom

and it's an issue, apparently.

anyway, got posts up on my deviantART site:

ta da!

and i found a blogger who is an amazing fashionista

and a DYI-er

she's amazing:

Jazzi, my new role model

in other news, i can't think straight because i'm so pissed

i'll have to get back to you on whatever

i was going to say.

i need to focus on studies anyway..

peace.

Painting with Sparklers

Originally uploaded by Julija Felajn

ahhh... i can breathe again.

after using rubbing alcohol, baby oil, a colorless blender

and spit

i couldn't get my prismacolor colored pencils

to smooth their colors, 

instead of leaving all of that white space!

but thanks to a man on youtube,

he made his base WHITE first, THEN did his thing.

can you say, "huzzah"?

i can.

i LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE this photo.

To Do List Today:

• take a "what's in my purse" photo
• study for test
• work on music project for english rock&roll class
• make sex cake
• finish prepping pencils
• write
• draw

off to try to accomplish some of these things.

oh! and read an article by Peaches G. in NYLON magazine

about It Girls.

it was fantastic and got the words out

that i've been trying to speak.

glorious!

via Tumblr

Blue Man Group

went and saw Blue Man Group about a week back

it was AH. MAZE. ZING.

i stalked them and found out when the next time they were coming to my state would be.

yes, i did.

it was asthetically pleasing, musical, comedic, artful, abstract, beautiful..

it left me feeling numb in the best way possible

the aura resonated from my bones it was so euphoric!

he talked! caught me off guard- i had SO many questions!

he kissed my booklet!

such talent....he's black!

asked them to hook me up with some paint

the finale, un-be-fucking-lievable...

they had a good five minute list of words for the word, "butt"

knowing that their hands were on my back

those hands,

such hands

that created such a masterpiece

that have so much talent,

blows me away.

Sex Cake (aka- Heath Cake) Recipe

word on campus was that this cake,

was better than sex.

although i'm a virgin,

i sure as hell had a foodgasm.

so did anyone else who i spied eating the cake in my view.

so i decided to google the cake,

instead of holding the chefs at gunpoint and demanding it

here's what i found:

Heath Bar Cake

1 German chocolate cake mix

1 can sweetened condensed milk

1 jar caramel ice cream topping

1 container of Cool Whip

1 bag Heath chocolate toffee bits (you can use 6 Heath or Skor bars, crushed)

Prepare and bake cake according to directions in a 9 x 13 pan. After removing from the oven, poke holes all over cake with a fork. Pour condensed milk over the holes and pour caramel topping over holes. Let stand until the cake cools. Cover with Cool Whip and sprinkle chocolate Heath bits on top. Put in refrigerator and chill.

i have yet to try it, 

but i'm uber excited to make it over break.

lemme give props to the blog i found this on:

http://nanasrecipebox.blogspot.com/2009/12/heath-bar-cake.html

and here's a picture of what this sex cake looks like:

note: the colder it is, the BETTER!

it's SOOO good chilled!

Blue the Pit

Coolbeans

check out this site:

http://www.jacvanek.com/

it looks amazing,

i haven't had time to explore it too much.

...cause i have to get back to work, haha!

talk to you later.

i don't think rubbing fists and salty tears are good for the eyelids.

Yeah...

i feel so cheap

i really need to redeem myself.

i know what i feel on the inside...

just need to bring it out in expression.


i've just been so busy with school...
i don't even have time to draw.
i'm ATTEMPTING to do a self portrait,
one a legitimate profile view of myself
and on the other side of the paper,
what i wished i looked like almost everyday..

In Depth

this blog needs a playlist,

it needs more fashion

more personal photos,

more activity from me (sorry),

more internet-found beauty.

more quotes...more everything.

this blog MUST be deeperthancrayola,

and right now, it's hardly scratching the surface.

*tsk tsk*

3:55pm

and he blew smoke 'round her thighs...

-Cierra

Like a forest fire

Like a forest fire
Originally uploaded by {E}mma

first import from flickr, just wanted to see how'd it turn out.
kinda too frustrated to blog, i feel unorignal, and i need to change that.
i'll come back when i feel unique...
i feel like shit now, soo...yeah.

Spiral Barbell

i have a spiral barbell

for my conch, once it heals.

but i thought:

"hey, why not put it in my navel piercing?

it's the same gauge..."

so i'll try it, may post a photo.

i LOVE body jewelry.

When the Time Comes...

some blog topics i plan on writing about are:

• Mary Ellen Mark photography
• posting a photo of my Lady Gaga carmel apple
• more poetry
• quotes found online i adore
• my first art project in a while (once i get a good start)
• yarn braid tutorial/care/info
• polyvore sets
• Canon s95 (a goodie i might want)
• local artists/other artists i google
• music i find
• review on any NYLON talk i took to heart
• raunchy, yet beautiful things i find along the way

20 Facts

1. i love God
2. i asked for a nintendo 64 for christmas
3. steve burns from Blue Clues is still cute to me...even though he's bald
4. i'm not big on partying
5. i eat apricot baby food
6. i don't like fruit, i prefer veggies
7. i'm one of the 11% who stopped buying sun chips because of their noisy bags
8. in high school, i took: intro 2d art, beginning jewelry, beginning drawing, beginning photography, and photoshop
9. i adore ANYTHING japanese
10. i'd much rather learn japanese than spanish
11. i'd much rather try wearing my hair natural, or in yarn braids, than slapped back like this
12. i love the smell of Murphy's Soap, leather, gasoline, and ANYTHING coconut
13. i wish to dress more like a badass at times
14. i have one tattoo along my side about 4 or 5 inches long, 2 lobe piercings on my right ear, the first lobe can fit a 16G, a lobe that can fit 
15. i adore NYLON magazine
16. i've played the viola for 6 years
17. i love experiencing cultures
18. i still adore the original pokemon, i still play the games and everything
19. i'm constantly daydreaming about what i'd want to look/be like
20. i'll still watch kiddie shows like Blues Clues, and sing along

these facts suck!  haha, i'll add more here and there...